The Ambition

Everybody should be having an ambition.

My past life was a really laughable and very nostalgic journey. I'd love to think how my future life will be, and imagined myself beyond the world's reality and recorded it as part of my memory. And that memory includes my ambition(s).

For the past 19 years, I quite used to change my ambition. My first ever ambition during my early years is to be a superhero, saving the people who needs me. I always wanted to be a Naruto-styled ninja abilities like its ninja-running style and the Rasengan. I loved to make the rasengan gesture and hit my empty hand to my friends stomach, as if I wanted to defeat my enemies XD.

Naruto and his rasengan.

Later on, during my primary school, I changed my Naruto-styled superninja ambition into a more realistic one, which was to be a police. I was astounded by how brave the polices was when they fought against crimes, and the fact that they got a pistol to bring along (in case there's a monster hanging around).

The polices :)

Few years later, I realized that I need to dream of myself being a more successful person (it's not that I don't like police anymore, but I think I can strive better than I previously thought). Once again I changed my ambition; to be a lecturer. During my school, I often giving speeches in front of my audiences and in competitions, thus I thought I should implement this ability in my future job.However, this too was not long (hangat-hangat tahi ayam).

As I entered secondary school, I was focusing my intention on only one ambition until I get the job. I got interested in technologies and softwares from various manufacturers, and thinking; how did they do it? I'v done some researches and thought that this is the one for me, and I'm gonna get to this.

And now here I am, a student in Computer Science.

Well, the ambition that you've been chasing for because of high salary or minimal working time (or the the one you're not interested to but had to), would not be your absolute happiness pill. Search for an ambition that you are interested to, and you are confident that you can give full commitment towards the job.One more thing; sincerity, and you'll find yourself in calm in your work.